Sunday, May 14, 2017

Mother Africa

 4). Day of Memoriam, for “Mother Africa”

At man’s passing impulses, 
I have become variable by name.
Noble-spirited, I have admitted the ingratitude;
The anomalous definitions, borne on feeler’s ignorance;  
I at the debut of motherhood, man was the insignia subject;
I pre-existed the nomination and replication
of all man, that this earth contains.
Exegetic was the repository of man in my wound which,
sublimated, the ideal motherhood - to Mama,
for generations of millions of sons.
Upon my bosom are my scares,
the evidences of my nurturing feat
then see Africa from my eyes.

The tilapia, I am subtle, kind, gentle, dismissing hunger to scoop
with unlimited love for all my sons, litters, un-numbered.
When they were young, vulnerable, and sheepish
they found cuddling, soothing, nursing and reassurance,
the mother toad bags you on her back, the oddities of salvation
“I was for all Home Sweet Home ~Africa”

Days and months uncounted,
numerous the ages,
aging into boulders;
rolling stones and rocky-mindedness,
which, creepily cripples 
my motherly loving kindness
and undivided attention

They return from the Milky-way
to quench their thirst,
nothing soft,
like strangers, foreigners, aliens
indeed, they have come to be
They plunder, they rob,
they sank their teeth into brothers back
Brother was food, fun and jock,
he was baked and planted,
He was harvested and eating,
cooked and raw
He was killed for love and by love
and in love, and non-counted

They scanned me out,
 for gold rush,
their hunting ground,
 battle-ground 
power ground and burial ground,
allotting to themselves
allotments to satisfy their whoring passion,
sinking their appendages
and I a land for fortune
“he made his wealth in Africa” the glory
Rule they indeed have done;
 they pitted, and sieved through my bosom
for gold and silver
The pityriasis they have infected upon my bosom
 they have not tended

I beacon sincerely,
Wherefore my children, physicians, surgeons
and all, to suture the gutted wounds
of their father’s insatiable throat
From the rising Sun to the setting,
the cocks crow to silence
The hyenas laugh at the bull eating alive
The moon rise casting shadows
and the sun rise broiling them 
The rise and fall of the ocean,
pegs the high and low of rush 
At the surge that slaps the sitting silent Africa

And the crow glories
quenching the flame of livid consciences
It is “Mother” ~
relentless, conscious and the emptiness.
The Kalahari blowing dust,
the Sahara’s floating dunes
The dust sand and safari
is all that hallow
mother’s relentless pains, not-soothed
The affliction festered and non-would heal

Black, White, Red or Yellow
 name the human hue,
Prime is the Gene I bequeathed full, complete and set,
all from same bowel, into odyssey of life.
Whichever land you find a home
was seeded my seed
“Mother Africa” claims~ I still am your mother 
I beacon, for my “Mother’s Day Memorial
for I am “Mother Africa”.

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

THE STRONG AND THE PROUD

25.THE STRONG AND THE PROUD

Amid the disruptions-
the unwanted shatterings-
the financial upheavals-
the uncertainties, and the tells of wars-
Daily at my worktable, I remind self-
I am a Soldier, coupled, plus-
Papa soldier I am-
My wife a soldier’s wife, wedded at company’s salute-
My son, born a soldier’s son, born in military hospitality-

The conglomerate media hydra-
The dramatists and the rating hunters –
dozing relentless coverage, of a soldier’s death-
pits my heart-
betwixt love of family, and love of nation-
The heart contend the degree
upholding the factors for nation’s pride-
“scrambles setting limitations to nation’s safety-
But I to limitations of nation’s safety limits my family’s safety-
I am strong! Yes, I am!

I proclaim, to the uncomfortable tables-
That, that which, is immoral, demoralizes soldiery
The televisions, radios and newspapers-
The quick, the relay pipes-
the mongers of soldier’s death-
Drumming the immoral-union of the upper soprano-
Carousing and caroling the state of frailty of the strong and proud.

Ignoramus, the name of the uninformed-
that the possibility of pain and death in soldiery-
chances the power, the strength and pride-
the victory of victors-
the pride of nationhood-
I am, a soldier, proud and strong! Yes, I am!

Time galloping, whistling the call to duty-
to readiness, the load is belted-
tagged, strong and proud-
I ate and swallowed, mind free from perturbation-
the Newscasters politics-
I worry not at the making of a soldier’s death “the News”
Yes; the making of a soldier’s death - “News”-
The demoralizing, of soldiery in the fields of battle-
The News, the indoctrination that dispirits, and defaces-
the civilians, the noble commoners, to anti soldiery-

The gullible for “News in Death”, -the Soldier’s Death-
The cryptic rats that ravage the obituary pages
Yet the News Channels heartily know,
that: ~ “The Limit to Nation’s safety,
is the limit of the News Channel’s safety;
I am strong!” Yes, I am!

From my office, I proclaim,
I am, a Soldier, proud and strong!
I am strong! And proud!
And finally, the expectation broke the anticipatory gland
The list called out, to the nobles, the spirits of the world,
and among the proud, the strong, I am enabled

A kiss to young wife packaged in a lasting smile,
a kiss to my baby son, with a barge of family’s honor
Worry not, be strong, be strong,
I will come back home to you,
See, son, among the strong and proud,
I, the nation’s hope; I, for the peace of the World

And to my inner self, I proclaim,
I am, a Soldier, proud and strong. I will!
To the field of battle,
to battle for my Country honor
battle for peace in this World
I am, proud and strong. I will! Yes, I will!

Retrenchment, visited at fifth-tear soldiery-
This centrist son, misses the pump
the battles highs and lows
that touched the battles won;
Draft over and therapy engendered,
Soldier’s nightmarish reminder

That the notch is made only on the scale of life
the war’s sorry-sight, rank to the low
The evidently incapacitated; the wounded lion sobs:
"these are not object for the scale
By nether soldiery, nor civilian hardness"
I am strong!
But my physical depletion
is conjuring despicable love,
As the lone wolf's shadow chases him,
he hounds his tail
Finding the moon circling, he bellows “I will…win”
I am, a Soldier, proud and strong; I will win!

Drinking the disability, pains and suffering
and choking on the eyes that roll out
~sympathy and despise, into nicety
even at my flashing pin-ups -the Hero's Shrine

My son, young and innocent,
his infectious rejoicing~ that, I still have.
My wife, young and beautiful,
~the pinnacle of frailty, that, I have lost
Lost to News Channels Daily Sermons
“Soldiers die”, "soldiers dying" , "soldier’s death" ;

Young and pretty, freckles, frail and feeble
Inundated, she had no extra heart capacity to stomach.
Fear drove her from TV
into sympathizer Blue-worker’s arm.

Finding no missing parts in the cubits of the interior
I play the NFL.
I am strong; yes, I am! Touch down,
the stump-leg kicks the extra point from my bed

Dating engages in serious drafting,
eliminating by degree of acceptance
Dancing the rumba- the strong and proud endures, I will!
to life of peace and newness; I; Yes, I will!

To my new job with disability
and new spouse that makes up the lacking,
and disability evoking pre-judgments,
heaves to common caricature
I proclaimed, I am, a Soldier, proud and strong.
The soldier I, I am a Veteran of Wars,
I warred for peace in this World. Yes, I did!

I drove a custom S.U.V. proclaiming~
a soldier I am, proud and strong;
I turned the corner of Dell and I-94,
and there, at the Beggar’s Post stood he
the languishing battle chubby-checker
In full attestation stood he, in proud regalia stood he,
proclaiming, I am a soldier strong and proud!

Homelessness the calamitous veteran’s fortune
He lives with fallen comrades
~the unlucky spirits in shades and darks
He lives in remembrance ~
of him carrying the Nation’s flag to battle

He lives in remembrance
~ the pride of Nation’s glory
Nightmarish is them all in tarter and worn beggar's vest
In the “Nowhere-Street” in the land of the Brave  
The strong and the proud.

O! Comrade, O! Comrade I salute you; yes, I do!
With all the disabilities, pains and sufferings;
faces still speak out loud and clear
I am a soldier, a soldier for my Country, yes, I am!

I fought for the peace in this World. Yes, I did!
The mental sufferings,
lacking inspirational comrade-fellowship-
the high mortality; from sufferings, rejections,
the failure of society’s implant identity “soldier”
yielding societal denunciations,
the unspoken ban,
The embedded silent rejection;

The politically correct tossing of the head,
and or twisting the mouth
Is all present and situated in people-interaction
No complains no regret
just dealing with facts of post war soldier's life
In the Land of the Brave and the Strong.

Amid the indignation and forced inactivates,
I am proud and strong; A Soldier I, yes! I!
the proud, the strong, I make the difference, Yes I!
Chin-up, proud and strong, I salute the President,
I salute the Military;
I salute the America’s might; the difference; Yes! I do!
The soldier I, I am a Veteran of Wars,
I warred for the Peace in this World. Yes, I did!

Thursday, April 6, 2017

THE BEGGAR’S SOLILOQUY

18). THE BEGGAR’S SOLILOQUY

In the native land, there-
where the Sun bakes and fries the land-
the clouds rain, of sand and dust-
Sea of Sand, waves of dust, ridges and dunes-
flows, the richest of Allah’s gifts; ~
a sea of gas, petrol of oil- the black liquid gold-.
Beneath my feet, the ground I walks-
flows, my share of Allah’s gift of liquid gold and silver-

Yet lost, find I and myself, starving-
wandering about the streets, in beggar’s shoes-
seeking diligently whom I owe the blame-
for my God’s given fortune missed?-

Who, made me, the man I have become?
the sorry-site- the wayside-bottom of the living-
finding myself, in beggar’s shoes-.
The Government of Sharia?-
yet survival of the fittest-
the jungle justice and winner take all-
where the poor blesses the rich-
and line up, for the crumbs, that fall out from master’s table-

But all it takes for me and myself to stand-
“A reminder to them surgeons”-
It is just a barrel of petrol oil per week bestow- Qulum! That is all!-
But to whom do I owe then this blame;
for my God’s given fortune missed?-
Oh-o! Not I- beam myself then; onto my Emir and Emirate-
                                                   
On the street, I trek daily, with expectations high,
for them in conscience blame-
Those bad souls, rotten, stinking greedy souls-
Who made me the man I am; ~
“The Post Master of Allah/God’s divine penitential fees”
To religion from which pews are preached;
“Beggary ~ is a Blessed Profession”?-

Yet no adherent in faith and worship,
a caliph, for Allah/God’s sake, would,
a volunteer become- a Beggar Emir-
To whom do I owe this blame?-
for my God’s given fortune missed?-

In my native, land that flows-
the petrol of oil, sea of flammable wealth, natives say-
“A beggar has no choice not even in US of A”-
O! ya!-
the truth, I know, for,  I am, the Master-
It’s only when, the beggar is not you-

I walk the street wearing out my soles-
day and night, dry or wet, rough or smooth,
My kind heated intercessory offerings/
that, souls, may be amended;
patch-patch soul to render-
prime solicitation to Allah/God-
    
My toes are dusty, full of cracks, gauges, the canyons
the habitat haven for the like of jiggers,
and their burrowing sack of juniors-
the beggar’s lead to salvation,
from the merit of mortification-
too many soles, I have worn-out-
through many work-a-days
do grace my experience high-
certified by, the College of Beggary.

Recon my face preserved my experience, Suma Cum Laude-
weather-beaten and self in tartar- veteran raggedy-
Albeit! I must be highly ranked- the Obama by Him,
Allah/God ~the mender, of bad souls/.
To whom do I owe the blame?
Oh-o! Not I! Take myself to my Emir
The blame for my God’s given fortune missed.

Oh, how with expectation I stand-
impressively raggedy-
those men in consciences blamed-
needing seriously the Mender of Bad Souls-
Would perceive my experience and higher rank
as the Post Master of Allah’s divine penitential fees-
increase their fees to bundles- Wallahi/ By God
to speed up time-
for their souls, be amended- The express delivery

For the Mender of bad souls appreciates the widow’s mite-
rather than a coin toss at Allah’s divine Postmaster-
What an under rating -
If, you are, not a widow/?
yours is His tax to pay -
for His wealth consumed.
Payment through this -
Post Master of Allah’s divine penitential fees.
For you, I owe the blame?
Oh-o! Not me; take it to your Emir.

O! Poor Soul-
See-
poverty has anointed me-
 The “Tool” for the Mender of Bad Soul-
 I, the Mother T. of Dubai-
In my native land, the Caliphs claim the Divine Right to Rule-
even the oil beneath the earth-
 and the dead bodies too-
They also claim blessings from Allah/God-
God given fortune, theirs and also mine-
Oh yes! -
to ensure I a beggar be- Chaii!
O! Why not a writ of divorce?
 “Become a Christian, - give up your jigger too!” –

They battle the Mighty Ocean, with my share,
to build, Sky Scrapper on the Sea/ Kai!  Who?

In the City, I walk, wearing out my soles;
that, Bad Souls may be amended/.
O! exile you, and yourself to Nigeria
fry your jiggers for lunch
There in Nigeria,
meet Souls whose soles barely touch the ground
on which I walk. Oh, see! O! See,
what?
“That this beggar finds not the Emir culpable”.

They see not, my high esteem-
as the Postmaster for Divine Penitential Fees-
To offer a fee commensurate to their worsening Souls-
and my Beggary years of experience-
Would that the giving, had been in bundles?-
O beggar me! To whom do I owe a blame?
for my God’s given fortune missed?

I talk to myself the label it Beggar’s soliloquy-
I talk to Allah/God they tag it Beggar’s ingratitude-
I talk to fellow beggars; they say I am crazy-
But when I talk to people on the street; they run/
they distance themselves from this beggar-
~The foul-mouthed beggar.

Oh, beggar me- the Postmaster for Divine Penitential Fees-
How is it; and why not- the Beggar-Treasonable-Felon-
All I did was asking-
who to blame for my Allah /God given fortune missed-
I, myself am- my own judge, jury, and executioner-

Spent out the meager Divine Penitential Fees-
Starved to death-
Buried deep for more petrol oil-
Allah/God be the Supreme Judge, Jury, and Executioner
of this Postmaster of Divine Penitential Fees
and my Caliph of the Divine Right of Kings/.